I'm recreating last week, working my way up to this week, it's Tuesday morning in Seattle, less than a week ago I found out I have cancer. I have crossed the line and become a cancer patient. I bought a pair of pink dansko's with a pink ribbon on them for goodness sake.
so, I can't write all this at once and keep sane, so i'll catch up slowly and then be in real time
the real time of today is that I have an appointment on Thursday with my Dr. to go over the preop stuff for surgery on friday
between now and then, I have to decide if I have a lumpectomy with radiation therapy, a mastectomy or a bilateral mastectomy, not decisions I EVER thought I'd have to make. And there is no clear absolute telling me that "this" is the only option I have to make a choice, and I am floundering,
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